Friday, June 26, 2009

this is for us... and our memories.

It's by skillet, called Those Nights.



I remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all
Remember when we'd

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive

I remember when we used to drive anywhere but here
As long as we'd forget our lives
We were so young and confused
That we didn't know to laugh or cry
Those nights were ours
They will live and never die
Together we'd stand forever

Remember when we'd
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong with us
Those nights belong to us

I remember when we used to laugh
And now i wish those nights would last
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life

Those night kept me alive
Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong




you guys don't know how much I love you... and how much I wish things were back to the way they used to be. I feel like I'm living in the past, and it's a horrible feeling. I want to move forward, but I can't make myself let go. Because I feel like if I let go, it won't exist anymore...... that's the best way I can describe it. I know it sounds really dramatic, but honestly, that's how I feel about it. And I'm just going to tell yo guys that yeah, I can be tough and uncaring but when I think of how stupid I am to not ever want to let go of those times, I cry. I cry about it all the time. An I'm so sorry for everything I've said that made you guys angry, and that made you guys sad or upset. I'm so sorry. And I wish that everything could go back to the way they were, because it just seemed so magical. and now it feels like it's all gone. and I don't know why I feel this way. And I have no idea why I'm telling you guys this. I never do this to anyone. I just want you guys to know that I love and trust you guys so much, and how sorry I am for being such a stubborn jerk.

6 comments:

Mac said...

I have already forgiven you for everything, just so you know. If we can forget about all the hard times, and still love each other and hang out, I believe things can and will go back to those times.

Rose Mary said...

I second this opinion.

Mac said...

I owe you an apology too. I often give unwanted advice, too much of it, but sometimes I feel that I can't help it. I might have been a bit harsh and gotten on your nerves, so I apologize for anything I may of done, or anything I will ever do that will bug you. I really am sorry if I offended you, I always worry about offending people....

Hoshi said...

nothing is too harsh for me, after what i've been going through. i can take whatever you have to dish out, and sorry, but i can make it twice as bad or i can just remain silent and let it build up. look, i've been mean, and i've swore, but it's because i'm mad, and i blame hannah in all reality. i don't really care if you guys think that's mean, but she has been texting me with pointless things about everything that i've done to her and pointless crap, and i can't remember any of it, and it just confuses me. so, if i do get mad and swear and offend anyone, i'm sorry, just in advance.

Hoshi said...

and now that i remember everything after a long night of meditation, everything she was saying just makes me more mad. because she's just so ungrateful. we should have left her dead, and Adeen should have let Orochimaru kill her. she thinks it's all a game. it's not just a game. this was very real to us for a long while.

Hoshi said...

and when she says stupid stuff like that, it makes me mad and makes me want to hit her.